10 of Swords:Ever transforming, a camel becomes a lion, becomes a child.
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I'm stuck in limbo--coming from nowhere and going to nowhere. But yet, somewhere comes change. Lately I've been bound by my indecisiveness. I feel myself changing and growing, but I also feel when I get stuck. I keep going back and forth. One step forward, two steps back. After a while this seesaw can give me motion sickness. One day I will love you and the next I can't. One day I'm open, the next you wouldn't be able to guess what I'm thinking, let alone feeling. I'm waiting for the change to become complete, but now I'm wondering if it will ever stop. People are always evolving. Nothing stays in its pure form for long. Have one thought or feeling and it blooms into two more. And thus the cycle of indecision begins again...
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