Hey, everyone. Sorry it's been a while since I lasted posted. I've had the flu and I still feel like crap. Just wanted to let you know. I feel a little guilty for not having anything, but I haven't exactly felt like doing any daily readings.

Daily Draw: Yesterday

4 of Swords:

A man sleeps in a bed with three sword pointed down on him. They look sharp and threatening. A lone sword lies beside him for if he needs it. It's rest time. He needs to get better.
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Yesterday I took some time to rest and relax. I managed to do some writing for once. I spent most of the day going over it. I also tried not to think about making decisions. The day before I felt stressed, so I knew that I had to keep my mind off things.

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2 of Wands:

An eagle flies free over a valley. There are mountains in the distance to symbolize things that do not change. The sun is setting just like it always does. Below him is green growth. His possibilities are endless.
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Today has been interesting. I woke up wanting more. My cousin suggested (not for the first time) that I should move to her city for a few months. All I have to do is say yes and everything is set up for me if I want it. The possibilities are endless today. But would I regret it? I feel like the past year has been grooming me for something like this. I wasn't ready the last time I was offered. Am I now?

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10 of Swords:

Ever transforming, a camel becomes a lion, becomes a child.
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I'm stuck in limbo--coming from nowhere and going to nowhere. But yet, somewhere comes change. Lately I've been bound by my indecisiveness. I feel myself changing and growing, but I also feel when I get stuck. I keep going back and forth. One step forward, two steps back. After a while this seesaw can give me motion sickness. One day I will love you and the next I can't. One day I'm open, the next you wouldn't be able to guess what I'm thinking, let alone feeling. I'm waiting for the change to become complete, but now I'm wondering if it will ever stop. People are always evolving. Nothing stays in its pure form for long. Have one thought or feeling and it blooms into two more. And thus the cycle of indecision begins again...

Daily Draw: Yesterday

8 of Pentacles:

A person is going through her everyday life. She is peaceful in her surroundings and it is all second nature to her now.
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Yesterday was an easy day. I had been babysitting my friend's wiener dog for a few days already and we had finally gotten into a steady routine. We were more comfortable. It was easier but harder because of all the pets in the house. After four days together, they really weren't getting along anymore.

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7 of Wands:

A man is doing many things at once--trying to keep his pace on balloons that are about to be popped by the monkey he has on a leash, juggling lit candles, and playing an instrument. He's literally got four hands and three legs. He's beyond stress. The weight he carries and fights to maintain is crushing him.
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Today I need to relax. I'm the type of person who loves/hates doing everything myself. I think that only I can do the task right, but the work becomes too great. I need to trust things can be done without my help. Just let things go and watch. So I will do easy, unimportant things today instead of making myself physically ill. Because I'm actually starting to get sick.

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Earth:

The Earth element is very grounded and practical. It reminds me of trees rooted to the earth.
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Today I feel calm and grounded. Things are steady. I'm using my logic and reason to make decisions. Common sense is the first thing I go by and I've been very organized. I want to get things done today and get them done fast. But I know that things take time, so I won't rush myself. I'm not being unrealistic with what I need to do either. I know how much work I can get done in one day. I won't push myself because that will just lead to getting stressed and then I won't get as much done.