Tumbleweed,we tumbled down.
to the ground
we fell down.
to where we found
our memories.
Orange Flower: Memories:
A woman is gazing at flowers lying in a pile on the ground. She is remembering her past. She is remembering a loved one, but there is no mourning here.
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This card tells me not to get caught up in the past. I may find myself thinking about past events and people. I've been thinking madly about conversations recently that I've had with a certain person I used to talk to. I'm comparing them and they are so different, even the tone and my attitude. Why do things change so drastically? It's strange to be annoyed with someone to the point of ignoring him/her, and then the year after think about he/she in a new light. What annoyed me? I can't remember any longer. Maybe how I felt about this person reflected on how I felt about myself at the time. What I can recall is that I was too self-consumed to pay attention to how great this person can be, and how great we can both become.
I feel comforted to read your reading today since I am feeling so restless. I am annoyed right now...annoyed with two persons who are closest to me until I have no desire at all to talk to them. I know we do have different viewpoints on several matters. But I feel that they did not understand me at all, and I am bored trying to make them understand me.
ReplyDeleteI have been there many times. I often feel like it's not worth explaining things to some people because they never CAN understand. So I usually have different friends for different things, who like doing different things. It sounds like you desperately need a break from your two friends. Take a step back and find out how much they even mean to you.
ReplyDeleteThank you...yes I must step back for awhile. And try to figure out what is this all about. I agreed with you..just like now..this is my little own secluded world...if I can say that...:) I talk things that I will not discuss it with people around me here...:) Strange isn't it? But thanks to your opinion. sorry to bother you with my grudges. :)
ReplyDeleteDon't worry about it. I'm a good listener. I really don't mind.
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