The Hanged Man:A man is suspended in the air, hanging on. There is an archway or doorway. It feels like he is detached from life; he is in another realm. He does look in pain and very uncomfortable, but his facial expression shows otherwise.
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I'm at a standstill with everything in my life. I can't take a step forward without taking one back and I'm too stubborn to make the first move. Everything in my life is suspended-family, friends, writing, hobbies, exercise, work stuff. I'm frozen and it is frozen. It's unbearable but I'm doing it with amusement because deep down I'd rather do this than face fears. It's easier to be where I am than have to commit. But at the same time it's a waste of my life. And that's torture.
*I can't post yesterday's daily draw because of personal reasons. Sorry!
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