Ace of Swords:The birth of a new idea, decisions, the beginning of conflict. An idea is generating and it's strong enough even if it's not fully formed. It's there and it wishes to be heard.
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All day I spent my time watching movies on the couch. I had to be on the couch because I hurt my foot and it was swelling. But I also had to be watching movies because my thoughts were cutting too deep. They were too potent and I couldn't take that. I needed to escape them because I didn't want to be thinking about a specific thing. I even paired the movies with a puzzle, and it worked. I received the relief I needed. I just can't deal with what's on my mind. It's too hard.
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